The early morning is a land apart. It’s my time, a time for thinking and planning, writing and reading, and especially for walking. Just me and the sky, the sea and the wide land. I'm alone but for the birds and animals who also stake a claim to this territory. Our love is one-sided. Mostly they don't want me there, but then they wouldn't be wild if I was their friend, and wild is good.
Sunday, May 27, 2012
Can we use our humanity to outwit our humanity?
Wednesday, May 23, 2012
This is the point where the Towy and Doethie rivers meet and is a popular bathing spot on the few occasions when the weather is hot enough. To the right is the Dinas, a conical hill where you can find Twm Sion Catti's cave. This spot also featured in the S4C drama "Pen Talar" as the site of a rape.
I've brought my breakfast with me and am sitting on a rock watching the sun hit the mountains opposite. It'll be hot later but for now it's cool and absolutely quiet except for the birdsong. A pair of dippers just chased each other up the Towy.
I first came to this valley in about 1974, and for several years I came every spring to help guard the Peregrine Falcon sites. I used to climb up through the trees here...
Wednesday, April 11, 2012
The Elephant in the Room
I posted links on Twitter and Facebook but nobody was interested. I had a fairly good idea why nobody was interested: there is no evolutionary need to be concerned about anything which does not affect the period between birth and the sexual maturity of our offspring - about 12 years. Now I find there is a thing called “hyperbolic discount function” which shows how good we are at rapidly responding to an immediate threat but how our interest in anything long-term rapidly falls away: http://www.paulchefurka.ca/Hyperbolic%20Discount%20Functions.html
- Following the laws of evolution, the biggest motivator of human action is whatever enables the largest number of our children to survive to breeding age. We have no instinctive desire to provide food and resources beyond that period.
- Our present “standard of living” is based on accelerating use of energy and resources (economic growth) and is not sustainable without them.
- Our present global population owes its existence to fossil fuels and cannot survive without them.
- We cannot cut carbon emissions to levels which will prevent catastrophe and maintain anything like western levels of consumption.
- Things will get worse before they get better. History shows us that our most adaptive behaviour is in response to crisis.
- Human ingenuity is amazingly powerful. Up to now it has been used to deliver super-abundance of resources within the 20 year time span, but faced with crisis who know what we could achieve?
Tuesday, December 6, 2011
addicted to DIY?
5 Dec 2011
Can you be addicted to "jobs around the house"? For the last three years I have worked nearly every day on this house as employment - as if I were being paid for it. Until a year ago I was in a sense being paid for it by accumulating a larger share of the eventual sale value of the property. Since we moved the shares have stayed the same but I still work with the same intensity.
Now in the run up to Christmas the intensity has increased to the extent that I find it difficult to think of anything else I want to do. What has happened to my resolve to write more, to get more engaged with creative things which are not sound dependent? When, finally, the list of jobs still to be done is down to the really finicky - that little bit in the top corner which only I can see - will I have forgotten how to relax?
Perhaps not, because even though my immediate motivation is still obsessive, now that I am down to the last few details in the kitchen I can feel a real sense of achievement- a glow of satisfaction every time I look at the room with different lighting or from a different angle.
The traditional Christmas deadline is different this year because for the first time in may years we are hosting a gathering of a key selection of my ruptured family overlapping with part of Thelma's. Since Jan, my ex-wife, invited us for Christmas two years ago, this is now the return match and she is coming together with Hannah, Megan and Charlie. Hannah has just had a dramatic falling out with her current partner but her ex Danny will be arriving on Boxing day at around the same time as Matt and Carol.
Viv and Nina are coming for New Year.
I have to admit it is really important to me to have Jan's approval of what I have done here. Thelma has had a very large say in what went into this house, and her values have had a big effect on how I think about things in general, but the driving aesthetic behind my designs is still the one I developed, with Jan, in my thirties. The influence of Barry and Maggie Thompson and Vic Chinnery is still strong. We all shared a love for the simple interiors found in early American homes which were copied from Dutch and English rural styles. If, like many of the Dutch merchants, you were wealthy, your protestant ethic did not permit you to flaunt it. A well-ordered simple life was the benchmark, but you showed your closeness to the Lord by careful craftsmanship and attention to detail.
Fortunaltely Thelma, perhaps because of her protestant faith, also feels the strength of this view of the world as was evident when we recently spent half a day at the "Vermeer's Women" exhibition in Cambridge.
Saturday, October 29, 2011
The day I dread - turning the clocks back
Thursday, October 20, 2011
The Cambridge Chancellor Election
Monday, October 10, 2011
The arrival of the light
I don't suppose anybody looks forward to getting up in the dark - a sure sign of the beginning of winter. For me it comes at the end of summer, in my favourite month: September. It's part of what I can only describe as a joyful melancholy which comes with the gradual slowing down of the natural year. It goes with clear, warm still days when leaves slowly spiral down and the over-abundant growth of the summer is cut back to reveal the plain brown earth. In the arable areas the big artificial looking fields of uniform cereals with their tractor-wheel tramlines give way to something much more natural - stubble, a friendly environment for the birds and animals.
Getting up in the dark in a nearly carbon-neutral home has its own interest too. Many of the lights take a while to reach full power; when they do it is with a warm, gentle light. I found this a bit irritating at first but now I look forward to the slow arrival of the light. Would we love the dawn as much if it happened suddenly?
Since this house is a recreation of an old rural house of mixed origin, we decided not to go for the full "passivhaus" concept of zero energy input, but a typically British compromise where we have chinmeys and fires. This decision is also re-inforced by my conviction that the hearth is something we humans have evolved to cherish. Why else would we have imitation hearths in houses with no chimneys: fireplaces with imitation flames and no heat? Radiant heat and fireplaces make us feel good. So we have a Stanley Donard solid fuel cooker. This is cleverly designed to be easy to light and to burn wood. We also have a large solar water heater and a calor gas boiler as back up. All three feed into a big heat store tank in a shed outside. (Need I add that both are well insulated?) The heat from the tank is drawn off at different levels for underfloor heating, towel rails, upstairs radiators and domestic hot water.
Since the boiler only operates if the water at the top of the tank is between 45 and 52 degrees, most of our hot water in the summer comes from the solar and in the winter from the Stanley, and Stan takes some looking after. He is like a much loved but demanding teenager - temperamental and fussy and often hungry at the wrong time.
I always have an awareness of the temperature of the hot water. If we've had a cold night then the room thermostats for the underfloor heating will start "calling" (for heat) and warm water will flow through the pipes, bringing down the tank temperature. Then I need to light the cooker.
Sometimes it feels like a nuisance, but usually I welcome this link with the past. Lighting fires was for centuries one of the main jobs for the early riser. In the wealthier households it would have been the servants, but even in my own past I can remember my father rattling around with a coke-burning rayburn. Until recently most of the heat generated by domestic ranges was wasted. Now I know that only the small part which emerges at the top of the chimney is wasted; the rest is stored in the tank or heats the air in the house. Even this heat is stored in the walls. Our walls have an inner layer of blocks which are sealed off from the outside air by 100mm of insulation, a 50mm cavity and a second, outer layer of blocks. It's called "thermal mass" an has the effect of smoothing out temperature differences in the whole house.


